Hi all,

I'm really glad you're visiting my site!  
If we've already traded e-mails or you've gotten to know me a bit from my Yahoo club, hopefully this can be a way to get to know me even better  -- 
and of course to see a whole lot more of me in my members area. 

To begin with some basic info: 

I'm a 25 y/o Thai lady boy from Thailand.  If you don't know what that means, 
boy are you in the wrong place!  ; ) 

Let me tell you about my life up until now- I was born January 8, 1983 
(so I'm a Capricorn) in Bangkok.  
I've lived here all my life and love it! 
My only sibling is an older sister. 
My parents took care of me as they would a girl.  They dressed me in girl's clothes and gave me girl's toys. Throughout school, I had only girls as friends.  

When I became older, I was sent to an all-boys high school - and found myself very different compared to them.  
I became confused as to whether I was a girl or boy. When I was age 13, I had my first boyfriend.  I was surprised to find that his body looked the same as mine.  
I suddenly realized that I was physically a boy.  Later, when I met a 'ladyboy' 
(or "kathoey" as we are known here) in my class, I realized that I was one of them.  My boyfriend showed me how I could become a ladyboy. I began to take hormones, wear make up, and wear women's clothes outside of school.  

When I was 15, my mother asked me to become a proper boy again.  She was afraid that if I continued to be a ladyboy, my life would become difficult.  But she could see how unhappy her words made me.  So she told me to be what I wanted but try to avoid any harm and continue with my education.  From that moment, I began to live full-time as a woman. 

When I was 19, I had another boyfriend, who had lived as a ladyboy for some time, but then he went back to living as a man.  After we had been going out for several months, we began to have differences - and I discovered that he was gay.  
I wondered how it could be that a man could love other man.  I could not accept having a gay boyfriend.  I realized that sex and gender came in many variations and that we were not right together. 

When I first met tourists, I had to work hard to learn English - particularly when I worked briefly as a showgirl at the famous "Calypso Cabaret" in Bangkok.  
Now I speak English every day. 
I enjoy photography, fashion, dancing, films, popular music, and travel.  
I love the beach, and my favorite vacation or play place is Phi Phi Island in 
Krabi Province in the South of Thailand. 
I graduated with a major in English at the University Of The Thai Chamber of Commerce. 

One day I would like to be a tourist guide so that I can meet interesting people from all over the world, travel throughout the country, and obtain a comfortable standard of living in Bangkok. Unfortunately it is difficult for a ladyboy to become a tourist guide because a lot of employers unfairly believe that we give Thailand a negative image.  
As a result, our futures are uncertain because, even with a university degree, it is difficult for transsexuals to find respectable occupations.  

The fate that befalls most of us is working as shop assistants, hairdressers, waitresses, bar girls or prostitutes.  
We call ourselves the "purple people" because of our stigmatized and downtrodden status in society. 
This is an aspect of "Amazing Thailand", the "Land of Smiles," which is invisible even to transgender tourists who visit Thailand.  We may have a transgender paradise - but it is for tourists, and not for us.  Even after our SRS, our documents still refer to us as men.  Western expatriates have an apt expression to refer to anything which is incomprehensible, illogical, or unacceptable in our country - "TIT" (This is Thailand) which is equivalent to the expression "deal with it" or '"live with it

I'm excited about having this new website and look forward to hearing all your suggestions for photo layouts and video scenes.  I'm for real and when you join my site, you'll have a chance to see all of me!

Are you man enough to be my lover?